Over the past few months whilst writing, I have learned so much...I seriously didn’t realise there was so much that had to be learned. I’m well aware the process will be ongoing... Like life itself I suppose...
I've also noticed, especially from reading lots of extra material the different styles writers use. For me it's almost allowed me a tiny peek into their own character. Knowing this, I have gradually learned my own style... it's shown me clearly, I'm a writer who likes to speak plainly with a no nonsense approach from my observations of the human world and its characters...
It’s always felt really important to me, to be able to share. For me becoming a published writer... will be like getting that one in a million golden ticket from Willy Wonker's chocolate factory.... I suppose emerging from my own neglected background it thankfully didn’t stop me being able to view the world from a more positive prospectus. It simply made my thoughts and views become more prominent, enabling me to understand clearly what I wanted for myself for the future.
The place I’m at today, for me is the best place to date. When I created my Blog earlier this year It felt wonderful just knowing I had a stage, a platform to air my thoughts, views, opinions and best of all my stories.
I also excitedly discovered, I’m very good at losing myself especially when I’m developing characters and plots, I find hours have gone by. I'm amazed and honestly cant believe the time I've spent thinking, writing and plotting the structures for my characters as the stories unfold. I can truly say, it’s been the best therapy I have ever received. Certain characters have become as real to me as you are – they talk to me, I see them visually in my minds eye ... it’s almost like I've witnessed their birth.... I suppose I have really.
I'm realistic though. I know I definitely have much more to learn but never before has there been a more willing participant. My dream... is to transform, thrill, humour, refresh, unnerve, elate, charm, cause tension, most of all I want to tell the story that you will always remember and for you to feel as if you’re in the plot, watching all the characters with a birds eye view.
I don’t want to pigeonhole myself into a genre that will encapsulate me... freezing me into a theme or into a story collection, that doesn’t allow me to reach out, spread my eager tentacles... so that I can't experiment in whatever way my brain wants to delve into with this in mind I'm encouraged to continue full speed ahead to share and deliver.
Has well as my desired story telling... I have more to show you, so much life experience. Not just from my own life but from the lives of others, people I have observed over the years, in my own desperate attempt at enabling a deeper protective mechanism to keep myself safe... In the past I always thought my life depended on it.
So many thoughts, so many reasons.... I‘m loving the knowledge, that one day It will all have been worth it, because I will be able to share my thoughts ideas and opinions with the world, allowing others to sense a different energy and another possible solution to their thoughts..... I know I wont touch everybody, it would be conceited to think I could but I also believe you can't touch anyone who doesnt want to be touched...
Come closer my little chicken..... If you think I’m being a little bit too optimistic, then just remember... Optimism has become my middle name....
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