Showing posts with label Themes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Themes. Show all posts

Monday, 12 December 2022

Virginia...


 Let me introduce myself... 
My name is Virginia.

I have to say I have no idea why my parents called me Virginia. To me the name dictates a strong, brave women, who would intuitively protect those around her, and due to silly curiosity, I looked up its meaning... I was surprised to discover it meant, pure, virgin bride, and chaste... well I don't think so, how the hell do you think I cornered my victims? The only person I want to protect, is me... so for your own safety, if you're weak, and present as vulnerable, stay the hell away.    

I grew up amongst Monsters, and quickly Iearned how to stay safe. I figured out that if you scanned your surroundings then the feedback would infiltrate you, with the information you'd need... I learned so much, I had all the answers, which meant I'd always have my say, and being in control is paramount. 

I'm everybody's friend, until I'm not. 

It all started with pain, and then those damn voices came.

I quickly learned to achieve the skills I'd use to my advantage.  At a young age I became use to assessing, and reporting.  This was how I became able to design an internal pilot scheme, to get rid of certain individuals who I knew would become a drain in my world.

The scheme was specific and I followed my guidelines to the letter... anything else just wouldn't do. 

From an early age I sensed the stranger inside of me, the stranger whispered its lies, and told stories to claim victims. She was relentless, even I felt anxious of the lengths she would go to.

...Things happened to her, terrible things, things she doesn't ever want to discuss or think about. So, if you ever meet Virginia, for God's sake don't show any sensitivity or weakness, because, if it's one thing she detests, it's someone who may let her down... 

MJ Ewen 

Sunday, 8 April 2018

I'm Here... Are You?

Image shared from Theblissfulmind.com 


A Place to be…

I need a place to visit where others feel the same… I want to mix with like-minded people who do things with good intention and for the highest good.  I would visit often, and I hope others might do the same. Interaction is medicine and food for the soul. Sharing and caring bathes the world in positive light… visit anytime and click for attention, if I’m not here, I will return as soon as I can.

Hello, it’s been a while. I’ve been busy living life, and keeping my Facebook writers page updated; however, I’m not feeling all that with how the wheels of interaction turn on Facebook, so I’ve decided to return to the world of blogging…. Hopefully I’ll touch more people then I currently do in the blue world of Facebook. So many people on there, yet, I'm only allowed to be visible to a chosen few. It’s time to move on, develop and share my-self here with special links for long-time, dedicated followers …

Currently, I have a few projects going on and recently, I organised a special, writing space where I hope to develop a routine to my writing. I decided I need structure and this is the way forward.  

As I progress through daily writing habits, I’ll work on themes and share what I can…



MJ Ewen