A catch up with my wonderful
Blog sounds a real good 2013 New Years Eve project... I have so many
personal pictures that mean the entire world to me... I have many images
that speak volumes in terms of what I’ve magically managed to capture and I have so many beautiful
people in my life family and friends... so choosing just one picture to help bring
in 2013 has been extremely hard... it has to be this one though, a beautiful
picture of my Gorgeous Girls, my heartbeats, my joy and my unchangeable wonder...
What have I done, where have I been, who have I been with
and what did we do. What did I look forward to and how did I fare, did I heal
as well as I thought I had, and did I see kindness and sparkling sincerity in
those beautiful eyes of yours. Do I like where I am and do I understand where I’ve
been... Do I need to stay or do I want to go... will we be happy or is there something
else that we unfortunately have to fight off... A person can ask a thousand
questions, and a million thoughts may invade one’s head, but the most
outstanding, important answer is this... we all want different things, we’ve
all lived through separate experiences, and in various ways we may each need numerous
answers...
Why? Because my darling person we are all so amazingly,
beautifully different.
2012 wasn’t all bad... in fact from mid July my own personal
life space improved a lot for the better... Increasing positivity to the point that
several months later, time found my beautiful daughter arrive safe and sound through a life changing treatment plan, to
help rid her of a tumour we uncomfortably knew as the Beast... ‘Fibromatosis
Desmoid Tumour’ was zapped into submission and with that alien force annihilated
... my heart was mystically, spiritually defibrillated and thank god I survived
the parental process to burst forth with unending positivity, and that somehow I
sensed what would happen when my scary, helpless thoughts jumped forward,
straight into the real world... When we think from the previous new year, right
through the old one and arrive clambering for the next New Year to strike ...we
yawn, raise our glass and no matter what we’ve been through, no matter where we’ve
been, no matter how hard it was, we hold our chin up high and our glass
higher still as we wish one and all a happy, healthy and peaceful New Year.
Am I happy...? Yes I am, and have I been through a lot...
Yes I have, but guess what my little loves, so have all of you... So come on, come
with me, lets count those blessings... let’s not dwell on negativity, let us
look for the answers we need, and the way we are going to try and make all of this work...
A strong mind and an open heart is a very
good start... I am not saying all the answers are waiting for us in 2013, but listen
I have such a fantastic feeling that for a lot of us, there are going to be
amazing times, wonderful opportunities and breathtaking experiences... Yes i know there may
be hurts and there may even be sadness, but that is when you gather your loved
ones or you touch the shoulder of a friend, or you reach out to a stranger
... it’s all there, and it’s all
possible.
Life is astonishing so close your eyes, make your wish and
hold on real tight.
Stay with me as I wish
you all a Very Happy and Wondrous New Year...
